So Much

Wandering life without a clue.
Wishing with all my heart that i could have met you.
The time we spend apart burned my fragile heart.
Rejected by peers.
Slain my family.
its hard to believe this was my reality.
So much tears.
So much pain.
So much darkness.
So much rain.
I wish i could fly through time and fix this crime.
I wish i could have found you sooner just to make you mine...
Why?...
Why do you try so hard for me?
we weaved our love together like children weave together beads.
We have came this far and now its so hard to to fall apart.
It should have been this way from the start.
So much sunshine.
So much fun.
So little time.
So much love.