The Way I See Myself

Alone and sad.
Annoying and bad.
Ugly and geeky
Boring and dorky.
How I see myself in my mind won't change with time.
I don't belong. My will isn't strong. I'm useless.
Just pointless. Helpless.
What do you see?
When you look into me?
When I walk by.
What passes your mind?
Everytime I speak a word.
I'm misheard.
I speak a sencence.
I'm a psyco menece.
Why can't anyone understand me?
I know ignorance can't see.
By it isn't fair. This isn't the way it has to be.
How do I see myself?
Lonely and cold.
No one to hold.
Frozen in life.
In dread.
I lie.
I see myself just there.
Invisible.
I want to cry but I'm not able.
My life is unstabble.
This is how I see myself.