Lonely Nights

Stay up at night.
Stay up to fight.
I can't find the meaning to this sad and lonely life.
I fight to survive.
I fight to live.
I've been loseing this fight since I was a kid.
I sleep alone.
No one is with me.
I want to cry but there is no sanity.
My nights are cold. I stand by myself.
No one will be with me to share the wealth.
Rejection visits me all the time.
I can always reply on rejection to be by myside.
I try my best to hide but our conection is tied.
I need a partner.
I need an ally.
I need someone who will take me high.
The sky knows why.
Why I never cry.
We both know the lonely nights will pass us by.
Thinking of the future.
Of what will happen to me.
I can only believe my nights will stay lonely.
I am strong.
I am weak.
My eyes start to leak.
But my mouth doesn't speak.
No one will know.
No one will care.
I'm the person in public but in the middle of nowhere.
Walk right passed me.
Don't even notice me.
Like I care anyway.
I'm always lonely.