Secret Game

Come play with me.

I'll close my eyes and count to ten.
And watch you dissapper again and again.
"Ill come back just wait for me."
I knew it was hard to believe.
"Come play this secret game."
You said in my ear.
Thats the one thing I fear.
One thing i never ever want to hear.
Leaving me behind isnt a game to me.
But in this world, its got to be.
"Secret game"
Is it the same game where you aim
Your blame at the me then drain happiness and
Give me emotional pain?
"My secret game is fun.
Your pain will be gone when we're done.
Trust me like you trust the sun
To keep you from being frozen."
I dont have a choice.
I have to play.
Atleast this way.
I wont have to hear you say.............