IllusionA Poem by Savy
You were an illusion I was hanging on to.
I don’t know how, but you held me captivated. Your eyes caught my attention and I was enchanted. You seemed so certain, so at ease, so in place - it was a lie. Every word out of your mouth became a lie. I clung to them all, searching for hoping to find a truth in what you said. You had me fooled. It wasn’t real Nothing with you ever was - Not your words, you weren’t sincere. Not your interest, it was deceit. Not your charm, it was an act. Not your actions, they were a play. Yes - if nothing else, you know how to put on a play. You made me feel sad - sad for myself for ever allowing you Allowing you to touch upon the border of my heart Allowing you to occupy places in my mind To dominate too much time of my day To make me care. Now you make me feel sad - sad for you Sad for you because you’ve wasted such good company Because you’ve nothing to show for your behaviour but malcontent where you could have affection Because what you portray yourself as makes you uncomfortable and it’s starting to show Because what you’ve done has dampened your spirits Because what you can’t have you now realize you want But most of all Because your facade is killing you, and it’s starting to seep through to you. And it shows on your face. And it takes root in your heart. And you can’t change it anymore This is something you can’t fix. And the worst part for you is the best part for me: I don’t care anymore. The illusion broke and we both stepped on the shards Irreparable, irreplaceable Gone forever. Like snow to water, we return to our root state of indifference. © 2018 Savy |
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Added on September 19, 2018 Last Updated on September 19, 2018 Tags: betrayal, cheating, fuckboy, crush, deceit, facade, untruthfulness, lying, attraction, mistake, lies, chances not taken Author
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