My Fears...

A Poem by SavageDestiny

You gave me everything I needed to conquer my fears...Then you brought them back.

My fears

Did you ever wonder how and why we met? Or the impact we had on each other’s life, our personalities? Why did we meet? How did we meet? You changed me the first time you said hello, the first time you laughed…was it destined to happen?

When I first saw you, I was scared to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was scared to be your friend. When I became your friend, I was scared I’d fall for you. Now that I fell you, I am scared to love you. But now that I love you, I fear I’ll lose you. But now that I lost you, I fear to love again. The tears I cry are wasted on you. I faced all my fears and still I cry for what I lost. I feared to love, I feared to lose, I feared to care. So it should be gone right? The fear shouldn't overwhelm me. So why do I feel as though my heart has stopped? Why do I feel so cold all the time? You mean so much but you add to my fears.

That is what you mean to me. You bring the perfect balance to my heart. Between love and fear…