Let Him Go ..

Got hurt once ..

My heart was broken , shattered ..

I forgave you ..

Got Hurt again..

My body felt cold , paralyzed and my heart crumbled ..

Things got back to normal ..

You had a magic effect on my heart ..

How Can you hurt my heart and when I see you as If you have done nothing at all..

I hug you as if I haven't seen you in years..

And never feel like letting you go ..

My heart is so hurt that I wish I can just look at you and let my heart do all the talking ..

screaming  and shouting ..

Why are you doing this to me ?! Why are you being so damn cold ?!

I lost faith , I lost hope .. I literally lost everything ..

Again ..after your disappearance you show up today..

I had my hair up , with pink lipstick and a pink top ..I looked fabulous that night ..

just cause I had a feeling it was the last time I'd see you , so I wanted to look good maybe you'll know what your missing..

I see you .. You smiled ..that "wow" smile ..gave me one of your cold hugs ..

You were on your phone ..

Busy..

I stood there like an idiot .. 

Told you , when your done , let me know and walked away ..

You didn't finish your call ..

My heart literally hated every single part of you ..

Hated your eyes , your smile , your heart .. your everything !

I decided to leave , couldn't stay  , You were right there in front of me .. and Didn't give a s**t about my presence ..

the fact that I am dying to see you , talk to you , and just catch up !

Put my coat on , scarf on my neck and walked towards you ..

I tapped your shoulder ..

I'm leaving yea?

You were like "wait" .. still on your phone .. 

your leaving now? 

yeah .. I answered "as if it makes a difference" my heart said with silence and anger..

Now?!

Yeah..

Okay , have fun you said ..

yeah .. looked at you , really wanted to take your phone , break it and just scream..

HOW COULD YOU !?

Let him go .. my heart said..

I am done ..I am tired .. I am so tired I can no longer feel anything now..

Let him go ..Please ..I can no longer see him nor even talk to him again..

Let him go..

I took a deep breathe ..

I hate him !! I want to tell him that he hurt me!

No need..said my heart with frustration ..

Forget it..

Walk away ..

Let's Let go , Forget and walk away ..

Okay ..

Let's ..

Author's Note

If only he could read this ..

Reviews

[Bhumika Devkota]

Great poem, it's unfair. He NEVER deserved your feelings. If I were you, I would have said "I hate everything about you. Why did I fall?'' but yeah. Not that I know you or anything, but that guy should read this poem. Poor you! Anyway, I love the feeling, pain, and passion that this poem has. Readers should be able to feel it too.

[Sasha]

Another very heartfelt write dear friend, it's painful to read, but needed to write out... I wished he could read it, and feel where you've been through, it's too un fair.

- Elisa x

[Sasha]

I wish so too ..
Writing is a blessing .. Honestly it releases a little bit of weight that's carried inside my heart ..

Thanks Elisa !
xx

Yes, never stop writing, it's so needed, and you express your emotions very well dear xx

[Sasha]

Thanks Elisa ! I really appreciate your feedback ! Means a lot ! :)

Really no thanks, :) I will come by for more after weekends, I wish you a great one! xxx

[Sasha]

Awesome :) Thank you !

xxx

[NotaBene]

Ahh, there really isn't anything that can compare to the pain of unrequited love.
I can feel your hurt and your passion in this.
The words just kinda roll off the tongue, that's impressive.
Keep up the good work!

[Sasha]

Thank you so much .. :)
Appreciate it

[Benita-Staebell M - Kin..]

It get's easier when our hearts get stronger
and it doesn't hurt as much.


I felt the pain in this well done so much Emotion
so beautiful but so sad.



The Music Goes perfectly with this Young
Poetess I loved it BRAVO.



Thank you for sharing this bittersweet little
heartbreaking write.


Blessings. kindred poet

[Josh Dollar]

Beautiful. I can feel the pain. And I love Tyler Ward!

[Sasha]

Thanks Josh :)
Me too !