You Stole my heart ..

I haven't wrote in a while .. So I hope you enjoy this one ..

While I am writing this ..

my heart is beating a thousand beats per second ..

I can't think .. Can't stand .. Can't move..

as If you took over my entire body ..

my entire brain cells..

my veins..

and best of all .. you opened my heart and sat inside of it .. 

pumped every single room with your love..

I can't imagine this is happening to me..

I was in pain for a long time ..

and you just erased every single painful memory in my life with your brown magical eyes..

I hugged you while we were laughing at something silly..

and held your face between my hands ..

Suddenly your lips come closer..

and kiss me ..

my heart fell on the ground .. I stood there paralyzed .. didn't know what to say or do ..

we both mumbled and tried to change the subject ..

you sat down .. I couldn't look into your eyes..

we kept talking,you said something and I bent forward to hug you ..

and as I was moving away .. you kissed me again ..

I don't know how to describe how my heart felt that second ..

It was .. so magical .. so pure .. so beautiful that words are not enough to describe it..

I sat down with you talking trying to keep myself busy from thinking about that kiss..

how it just took me to a whole  new place ..

a place so far away.. a place I have never been to before ..

Like cloud # 9 

I came outside with you cause you were leaving ..

stopped you for a bit ..I was afraid that kiss would change our friendship or change you ..

I asked you .. would you change after what happened ?

your eyes sparkled in front of me .. wow .. so damn beautiful ..

You leaned forward kissed me ..

I whispered .. I love you. .

you won't change ?

Shhhh you said .. and kissed me again ..

my heart fell to my feet..

my body was paralyzed ..

I couldn't believe this was happening ..

as If you gave my heart wings and flew away with me to another planet ..

You changed everything ..

You changed my heart beat ..

All I can see is you , All I can hear is you voice and All I think about is your lips ..

I went to drop you off..

as I hugged you inside my car , you leaned towards my lips and kissed me again ..

You paralyzed me three times that I could no longer move a muscle ..

your eyes were sparkling and filled with joy..

That moment I knew you loved,stole me and and stole my heart with you ..

As I was driving home,

the traffic light was red..

I doze off to another world ..

a world of your eyes .. your lips .. 

the light became green..

and I was still lost in your eyes .. your lips .. thinking about what happened .. how it happened .. why it happened..

I was already in another place.. 

it hurts cause I am so afraid of losing you , but in the same time its the most beautiful and exquisite feeling My heart ever felt in years..

I don't know what to say .. 

But all my heart is feeling is ..

that ..

It feels like home to me ..

you are my home ..

21.5.2015  <3