Eternal Pain ?

  More pain ?

 I thought i'd be fine by now 

More crying ?

I thought my tears would be dry from crying by now 

My gosh ..

I am in so much pain that If I probably climb Everest and fall down I'd feel less pain ..

My heart is trying to keep itself busy all day just to stop thinking about you 

but my finger goes behind my heart's back , opens your profile , find you with the picture I took of you ..

Tears filled my eyes in seconds..

I f*****g miss you .. and I hate that I do .. You hurt me so f*****g bad that I can't breathe anymore..

its the same pain when I wake up everyday ..

I am so tired .. I am exhausted .. I hate Love and everything about it ..

Romeo and Juliette should have put rules for "Love"

One of them consists .. you can't Hurt that person that you love's heart .. you aren't allowed to crush it , you have to take care of it no matter what .. its like a treasure that you can't let go of ..

If Only it was that easy ..

If only lovers cherished each other's hearts..

And never thought for a second to cause the other person a glimpse of pain ..

But no .. some hearts are made of ice .. rock .. something cold , something cruel ..

I need to get some sleep ...my eyes are shouting ..

I need my beats to be normal ... my heart begs ..

I need peace .. My body says while aching ..

Soon ..

It will all get back to normal ..

Soon ..

Reviews

[MagicAl]

Can feel the pain here.. written with raw emotion. Great poem, and hope it was as good a release ;)

[Sasha]

Thank you :)

[La Luna]

Pain, can sometimes make us write great things. This is a great poem. Well done :)

[Sasha]

Indeed ..Thank you :)

[Paul Seaman]

I remember a couple of years ago, all I could write of was pain and the hope of healing, redemption. Your poem brought me back. A year or two ago I could not of read it or finished it. But time heals, not completely, but differently. Our scars are our beauty marks, our wounds the signs of great insight into love and its cost. The aching pain, proof that we are alive and that there is goodness to come, when and if we are ready...

[Sasha]

Well said Paul ! Totally agree ! Thank you !

[Saddam]

Beautiful poetry again by beautiful person. Pain is something which provide us sometimes sweet pills. Bahut achcha laga pad kar. Very lovely. Loveya.

[Sasha]

Thank you :)

[Sami Khalil]

Pain is a good teacher but a bad master as they say...A sad and painful chapter in your life...Splendid...:)...............

[Sasha]

True ..
Thanks Sami :)

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:).................