And
just lid my heart on fire ..
I felt
so many things that night , I don't know how to even describe it in words..
I wanted
to hold you .. and not say a word ..
I loved
how every moment we had .. even when you were sitting across the room ..
I can
read your eyes , your mind , your heart
..
I was
drowning in the beauty of your eyes..
I had
that feeling that you get when you are riding a roller coaster and your heart
drops down to your feet..
I get
that feeling every time I drown into your eyes ..
I'll
never forget the night I held you for the first time ..
October
17 ..how can I forget that date ?
You
held me in your arms .. squeezed me so tight that I melted in the warmth of
your body ..
I felt
like I was in heaven .. couldn't believe my own eyes .. there you were ..
finally standing right here in front of me .. holding me in your arms ..
I loved
every single night we had together ..
I loved
how my heart feels something new every time I wake up to your name on my screen
..
Or
whenever I hear your name , or your
voice ..
It
was that one night ..
When
you were going to leave for a while ..
My
heart was in a phase that cannot be described in words..
You
took me for a ride in your car ..
By
far the best ride I have ever had in my life ..
How
we didn’t say a word..but looking into each other's eyes …
Holding
hands and just enjoying the ride ..
How
you kissed my hand every second ..
And
you kept holding my check upon yours ..to feel the warmth of your beautiful
face ..
The
pictures we took , the moments we shared , the music we danced to ..
My
gosh ,, every moment was videotaped and recorded inside my heart ..
We
went back to your place..
Laid
our heads back in the sun with that cold breeze rushing upon our cheeks ..
How
your hands were wrapped around me ..keeping me warm ..
How
we cuddled .. and how you kissed my eyes , my nose , my cheeks .. that was
heaven..
I was
on cloud number nine ..
Felt
so free..
Ecstatic
We
had our first dance .. my gosh you just made my heart beat so fast ..
And
took me to another world ..
I can't
describe what I feel about you ..
Its
just more than amazing ..
You
dropped me off ..
And
it was time to say goodbye ..
You
will come back , but I won't see you for 2 months ..
And
that to me .. is unbearable ..
I put
my arms around your neck ..
You
curled your arms around my waste ..
Kiss
me softly ..
And
whispered ..
I'll
never let you go ..
You
are mine .. and only mine ..
Forever
and ever ..
Keep
that in mind ..