My Strong Heart ..

No ..

Not another dream about  him !

Not another dream reminding me of him ..

No! Please .. !

My Heart woke up in complete confusion ..

All I could see was the back of his head , and the side of his face ..

I couldn't see all of him ..

My heart was telling me ..as if its sick and complaining from its disease ..

And I am the doctor .. helping it to get better and heal from its wounds ..

Listen to me ! I shout ..

You just saw him in a dream .. after all its just a dream ..

Didn't we agree on moving on ? Didn't we agree on closing these wounds ?

Didn't we agree on being happy and enjoying life to its bits ?

You will dream about him , he will appear sometimes , but not for too long ..

It just takes time to heal .. and I am helping you to heal ..

I tell my heart with complete confidence in my voice .. for if it hears any hesitation it will not hesitate to go back to square one .. which is complete pain .. and endless open wounds ..

How much time do I need? My heart asks ..

Not too long , I answer .. but don't run away from it .. don't hide it ..

Face it , deal with it , and  move on ..

You still have a life ahead of you .. more people to meet .. more surprises .. more beautiful days..

You still have a chance to meet that special someone that will simply erase all your wounds and replace them with unforgettable memories ..

Where is this special someone ?! My heart races with her question ..

You need to have patience .. he will come …one day you will know … you will feel it ..

Trust me .. and at that time .. you will know that its right .. cause it feels right !

It will play a certain unique melody inside of you .. and in that second .. you will know what I mean ..

My heart listens to every word I say carefully ..

Without hesitation .. and with a sudden unexpected way .. it just smiles ..

I finally felt relieved .. As if someone has rescued me from falling off a cliff ..

I took a huge breathe .. and let it out slowly ..

My heart was having hope , faith and best of all patience !!

I am so thankful .. For all the training and experience my heart had ..

It still has that powerful strength inside .. that strength that I helped with providing ..

With all the words I kept saying , and the powerful wake up calls , and the realistic quotes that I kept saying ..

I tried my best , and did my best and I am thankful that my work hasn't gone to waste ..

I suddenly felt this huge feeling of relief and happiness inside ..

My heart's black rooms were slowly changing to colorful ones ..

It's beginning to get back to life ..

After all , life will keep going ..

So , either we go along ..or we stay standing in the same place .. and not accomplish a thing !

This is all up to us .. how strong we are .. and how strong our hearts and minds are ..

So here I am .. with a strong mind , and a heart that’s trying its best to move on ..

I am proud of myself ..

Of my heart the most ..

For being strong in the hardest times ever ..

One day this strength will make my heart not just an organ pumping with blood ..but a strong one     . that  can overcome heartaches , pain , loss and feel alive again 

Reviews

[poetdoug]

Sasha, you cartainly do have a creative way with words. You pulled us along with you from start to finish----a Strong Heart Finish--that's for sure. Well done my friend.

[Sasha]

Thanks Doug ! I am so glad that you enjoy my writings ! =)

[Great Aunt Astri]

You have expressed the inner dialogue we all have from time to time in this flow of consciousness piece of writing. I am so glad you managed to cheer up your heart and it IS surprising what heartache it can overcome!

[Sasha]

Thank you ! :)