One Phone Call

This was exactly what happened when he called .. 10.6.2013

The phone rang ..

your voice was on the other side..
how it brought back so  many memories ..
how is was such an unforgettable summer ..
how my heart breaks a little when I hear your name ..

It all came flashing by ..
Your smile ..your eyes .. your words..
how every single move you did meant something ..
The way we used to stay up all night .. talk about silly things ..and laugh till the sunlight ..
how your shoulder was the best place for my head ..
and the way you stole my heart .. I loved you with every single bit of me ..

And how I cried so much when you left ..
how Your smell stayed on that jacket .. and the fact that I wore it for months ..
how we used to have our endless phone calls although you were thousand of miles away ..
distance didn't break us apart , it brought us closer ..
I miss you ..
I admit it ... I miss everything about you ..
I don't know what was going on through my head when I let you walk away ..
I say it again .. I  miss you so much ..

I wish I can just repeat that summer all over again , but differently .. by never letting you go ..
we talked for an hour ..
we haven't talked for a long time ..
All our memories came flashing by ..
I wanted to say a million things , but my heart stopped me ..

Its been two years now , I am sure you found someone new ..
I just want you to know ..
That even if we both find our special ones , and go in our separate ways ..
your memory will always be tattooed in my head ..

I don't know what will happen when I see you again..
Act like everything is okay , although I am burning inside ..
or run towards you and hold you in my arms ?

I pray to god that I don't see you..
because I don't know if my heart can tolerate holding you inside of it and then having to let you go..
So,till that day comes ..
I lay my head down ..
and ..
Remember that summer

Reviews

[Tom]

A reflective muse full of regret, though nevertheless passionately penned !

[Sasha]

Thanks Tom !

[Tom]

He got away in this one that's for sure !!

[Sasha]

Yes this one is for a different person though .. :(
I did let him get away .. ..

[Justaguy]

Memories are very powerful things. And even though they can cloud with time, the feeling they represent never seems to. Nicely done!

[Sasha]

Thanks ! :)

[Justaguy]

You are welcome! :)

[Brianna Brie]

Awl...I feel the old familiar heaviness in my chest upon reading this poem. "Remember the summer" gets me right at home. I still enjoy a good heartfelt love poem. Kudos!

[Sasha]

Thanks Brianna ! :)

[Sami Khalil]

"I pray to god that I don't see you..
because I don't know if my heart can tolerate holding you inside of it and then having to let you go..
So,till that day comes ..
I lay my head down ..
and ..
Remember that summer'
A nice poem. I like the ending the most...:)

[Sasha]

Thanks Sami ! =)

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)