Is It Real ?

I experienced this , this morning ..came right away and typed it down ..

There you were ..

standing right beside me ..

I was in a middle of a fight with someone ..

and I didn't pay attention to the fact that you were there ..

right beside me ..

I stopped for a second to realize that you were there...

looking at me ..

with tears in your eyes ..

I have never seen you cry ..

and when I saw you .. I lost my mind ..

I know that you hurt me before ..

but I just couldn't bare to see you crying ..

as if my heart jumped out of my body and ran to hold you ..

I left whatever I was doing ..

and went right towards you ..

I looked you in the eye ..

and I felt that you didn't want to talk to me at all ..

I called your name ..

come with me ..

you refused ..

I insisted ..

kept calling your name ..

you were right there in front of me tearing ..

and I couldn't do a damn thing ..

you began to walk away..

and I went running after you ..

I won't let you leave this time ..

I went running towards you and said ..

please .. please come with me ..

you finally agreed ..

and after all that convincing and calling out your name ..

I felt worn out ..

I felt so tired ..

I sat right there in front of you with so much pain ..

my heart felt so tired that it couldn't even be happy that you are here next to me ..

I told you how much you mean to me ..

and I started to tear ..

you finally felt my pain ..

told me to come closer and sit next to you ..

I couldn't believe it ..

is this a dream ? I am right here ..next to you .. brushing my fingers through your hair ..

laying right beside you ..

what more could I ask for ??

You were something unbelievably amazing ..

I couldn't believe it was you ..

after this moment of beauty ..

I didn't want it to end ..

nor did I want to move ..

After I left I see a message on my phone ..

your name popped up ..

and it was one of the most amazing messages I have ever read..

words of love that my heart started beating fast from the overwhelming feelings ..

Is this real ?? 

My heart was confused .. 

Is this all real ??

I was hurt by this person before ..

I don't want to feel something strong ..and then get hurt again ..

I paused ..

didn't know what to say ..

my heart was beating so fast ..

it was fear , excitement and anxiety in the same time ..

my heart was going crazy ..

How do I know this is for real ??

My heart replied..

how about you wake up first ?

This all isn't real ..

I knew it ..

It was too good to be true anyways ..

my heart felt relieved for some reason ..

I was in shock ..

scared ..

no .. please god let this be real..

My heart wanted to slap me and open my eyes ..

I opened my eyes ..

looked beside me ..

you weren't there..

No..

Please no ..

My heart rate was so high ..

I woke up in shock ..

to realize ..

that all of what happened..

was just a dream ..

Reviews

[Arun]

your poem was enthralling, only if you were more vivid about the figure you saw in your dream
otherwise, i was completely mesmerized till the end
good work friend

[Sasha]

Thanks Arun ! :)