School's Out Forever?

School's coming to a close, doubts, excitement, pain, sadness, so many thoughts go through my head.

15 Days,
14 Days,
13 Days to go.
School's coming to an end.
Does it feel like that?????
No.

Suddenly time seems to be a haze.
Weeks seem to transform to days.

My wish for it to end came true,
Now That it's here,
I don't know what to do.

A great Artist once said,
"be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
And if you get it then you just might not know
What to do wit' it, 'cause it might just,
 Come back on you ten-fold. "
Now i think about his words at night,
Just laying in bed.
So many thoughts, just racing through my head.

Life changing exams are coming up soon,
But school is coming to an end.
such a confusing decision,
Of how my time i am supposed to spend...
Should it be taken by my studies?
Or should it be with a friend?
What do i do?
Do you have anything to recommend?

I realize now,
What a huge role,
My school played.
Suddenly it's finishing,
I am afraid.
What will i do once it's over,
And there's no one to come to my aid?

Still,
During the day i keep a strong face,
And walk around with a smile.
Taking life as it comes.
But getting used to this,
Could take a while...

Author's Note

So much going on, it's really tough to put in to words,
I hope you appreciate it, i am open to criticism though. :)

Reviews

[Amy]

I love this
Wonderful!!
having just gone thru my first lot of exams and having the teachers going on and on about "our future" I can kinda relate to this of cores I still have a few years of study left.
Wonderfully written thanx for the read request I really enjoyed this

[AreWeBothCrazy]

Very nice, I totally get how your feeling as this is the last year of high school for me. Just take every day and roll with it. The past is bull s**t. The future is bull s**t. But the present is now and it's cool. Roll along my friend, no worries. Hakuna Matata

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[Coyote Poetry]

We learn later in a life how wonderful school is. I have seen few of my 1500 school mates again in my life. We wander off and rarely see old friends. I recommend enjoy your time. Try to keep in touch. Friends are worth more then gold. We will have very few. A excellent poem. You told a very good story in your words.
Coyote