Crack A Smile

This is about some b**** who told me that just because my idol (taylor swift, don't judge) saved me from suicide, didn't mean I deserved to meet her, and that I was nothing special.

Crack A Smile 

Verse: 
Baked a hundred thousand calories with a laugh 
Oh, it was a picture perfect day 
Flying up to cloud nine and past 
But you had 280 characters left to say 

I turned my life around finally 
180 is a hard number to reach 
My mind had finally set me free 
But you had some devilish words to preach 

Pre-Chorus: 
"You're nothing special" you said 
And I thought, "what?" 
"it's so common so it's nothing" you said 
And I thought 

Chorus: 
Who do you think you are? 
Raining on my first sunny day in months 
You're a sheet that covers the stars 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Should push me back where I was? 
Do you really want me to die? 
'Cause I was just about to crack a smile 

Verse: 
I thought raspberries were supposed to be sweet 
Lots of sweet things come to a bitter end 
And you bow down to an angel's feet 
Yet a devil is what's within you 

Pre-Chorus: 
"What's wrong with you" you said 
And I thought "what?" 
"Why do you deserve it" you said 
And I thought 

Chorus: 
Who do you think you are? 
Raining on my first sunny day in months 
You're a sheet that covers the stars 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Should push me back where I was? 
Do you really want me to die? 
'Cause I was just about to crack a smile 

Who do you think you are 
Telling me I can't meet my savior? 
You're the reason I needed her 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Know the weights I've carried? 
How the hell do you sleep at night? 
And I was just about to crack a smile 

Bridge: 
But then you cracked my smile in half 
And you fell asleep in peace 
And it's 3 AM and I'm writing this song 
'Cause you pushed me back from my greatest leap 
You cracked my smile in half 
And then you go on your merry way 
You don't even care that those thoughts are getting stronger 
And you pushed me back from my greatest leap 

Chorus: 
Who do you think you are? 
Raining on my first sunny day in months 
You're a sheet that covers the stars 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Should push me back where I was? 
Do you really want me to die? 
'Cause I was just about to crack a smile 

Who do you think you are 
Telling me I can't meet my savior? 
You're the reason I needed her 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Know the weights I've carried? 
How the hell do you sleep at night? 
And I was just about to crack a smile 

Who do you think you are 
Telling me I can't meet my savior? 
You're the reason I needed her 
I was just about to crack a smile 
Why do you think that you 
Know the weights I've carried? 
How the hell do you sleep at night? 
And I was just about to crack a smile