I don't

 I don't want to die a hero
I'm not strong enough to fight.

I don't want to go out shining
Because my heart is not that bright.

I don't want to end life smiling
cause I can't smile as it is.

I don't want to die a fighter,
cause I know that I can't win.

I just want to know that someone,
in this great big wide eyed world,
will be there holding my hand
when my whole life comes unfurled.