Escalating to Revenge

its pretty raw but don't want to change it though....written in my troubled days to make myself feel better...was not angry with just one person but with so many people and specially the system!!

I'm having one of those days,

where nothing seems alright.

My head's stumbling like its in the f*****g maze!

And I'm losing in every fight.

What the f**k is going on?

Feels like the water is flowing backwards,

The gravity pull is upwards.

Seems like everything is messed up.

Oh what a shame

Don't know when it all began.

You play all your mind game,

Trying to put all your blame,

On ME!!

Pretending that you were here for me,

Offering me your helping hand.

You tried to serve and feed me,

Only what's good for you.

I swallowed it whole,

But now I'm spitting it back on you!

I've drowned in your shadow,

So dark and deep!

Couldn't even figure out,

If I'm fake or real!

You sold me out, knocked me down,

Stabbed me on the back,

Soaked my heart in gasoline

And burned it down!

Now I could care less,

Coz my head is full of f*****g rage!

Oh my vision has turned red,

So you better runaway.

Yeah you better be scared,

When my eyes are furious and red.

Had enough of your stupid games,

Its my turn to make you pay!