![]() Guilt InsideA Poem by Smwtdmgd
I don't know what's going on,
Don't know what went wrong! In my mind, nothing's clear, Seems I've turned my life to over-steer. I just want to disappear, In my loss everyone's here to cheer! Feel so empty in here. Losing you was my only fear! Then you turned on your way, It was my darkest day! When we stayed up all night, Made me feel so safe and right. Holding you meant world to me, Felt so alive and free. I must have done something wrong, To you is where I belong! We fought so many times, exploded like the freaking mines! Should have been me to leave you, maybe I was scared of this view. I wake up all these nights, remembering all our fights. When you first screamed at me, Should have been me to leave!
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Added on October 20, 2018 Last Updated on October 20, 2018 Author![]() SmwtdmgdKathmandu, NepalAboutdon't know what I am or what I was...still trying to figure it out...lot goes on my mind...non-stop! from a small country Nepal living in Kathmandu.love to smoke a lot of weed! love the loneliness but.. more..Writing
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