The Guy I Wish To Have

His beautiful dark green eyes
Will tell me no lies
And when I trust he will see
Not a mask but the real me.
With just one look he'll calm me down
With his green eyes not blue not brown
They will be kind and he I will not fear
And instead they'll draw me near.

 

His hair the color of night
Long enough to hide his sight
Soft as raven feathers his hair will be
Tickling my skin when he kisses me
Curly or straight I do not care
As long as he has dark night hair.

 

His lips soft as velvet
His taste I'll never forget
So sweet like candy
Yet salty like the sea
His mouth my drug my addiction
No more medication no prescription

 

His voice a sweet lullaby
Never harsh never will make me cry
When he whispers my name I shall melt
For my heart aches which he has felt
He'll tell me loving words only I shall hear
No hatred no anger he I will never fear

 

His face will make my heart hammer against my chest
For he's only mine, better than the rest
With no words I can still hear him clearly
For my heart only beats to him dearly

 

His height a few inches taller than me
So I have to look up and see only he

 

His arms will be long enough to hold me tight
And I will be trapped so he can playfully bite
They will be a blanket and keep me warm
From a blizzard or from a storm

 

Hands smooth as silk to caress my face
Gently moving strands of my hair that are out of place
They'll wipe my tears away
Ones caused by torturous memories that stay

 

When I'll sleep he'll be laying there next to me
Our bodies fitting each others so perfectly
He'll put his arm around my waist and pull me close
His intoxicating scent my perfect medication dose
My head will be on his chest, feeling his heart slowly beat
Our legs tangled, his body warm and sweet
Throughout the nights he'll be there, by my side
And when daylight comes, he won't leave me, he won't hide

 

He'll keep me away from drugs, from alcohol
He'll prevent me from purposly puking in a bathroom stall
He'll stop me from suicide, he'll end my depression
He'll protect me and show his love with affection
He'll end the fights, he'll stop the abuse
He'll turn my hardened persoality loose

 

I'll be able to laugh to smile
Even though it might take a while
I'll be able to run to dance
Giving people a second chance
I won't make myself vomit
He'll be the one to stop it
I'll be able to relax to sleep
My negative emotions never again will seep
I'll learn to care to love to be responsible
Because with him by my side, anything's possible.