This isn't really a

There are times when you realize that people are not who you thought they were. Then, even worse, there are those people who you create a false identity for because you want them to be what you need. When you finally realize who they really are, you start to feel a hatrid towards them that you almost can't control. You dont want to hate these people who you once loved, so it becomes a love-hate relationship. You still love them because regardless of who they actually are, they were and alsways will be a part of your life. In an effort to make you happy, they loved you for you with everything that they were. And even if everything they are doesn't end up being anything you wanted them to be, you convinced yourself that they could be because they still love you even though you wanted them to be something that they werent. After a while, you begin to love them for who they already are, and thats when you get mad at yourself. But with relatonships that are this emotional, there is always a lesson. And you end up losing this person. You think about how much they helped you through the hard things and you realize that you need to get rid of the people and things that hold you down to save your relationship with this person you finally have accepted and know you can't change them. But, as always, in an effort to make your life better, you lose this one person that you have grown to love for everything that they aren't.

Reviews

[Miss Carmine]

I know exactly how this feels. You hate them so much that the blood boils in your veins. I really hope you start feeling better soon.

Sincerely,
Miss Carmine