Still Breathing

Well i have sealt my own cards,

Picked my own battles,

I have criedn enough for both of us.

It's been one month,

And I'm still breathing

I'm still fighting those thoughts

Still fighting those fears

Still wondering where you are

And I've stopped fighting the tears

I have smiled at the people who have looked me in they eye

And waved at the people walking by.

Once again, I'm pretending I'm okay

Because you were the only one who knew I wasn't.

But where are you? You dont have anything to say

It's been one month

And i'm still breathing

I'm still fighting those thoughts

Still fighting those fears

Still wondering where you are

And I've stopped fighting the tears

I have cried myself to sleep

In fear that I will wake up and you will be gone

In fear that my world will take a turn for the worst

Because I know that I am doing everything wrong

But I still laugh at the things that I should

And I hug the people who think they love me

Because I know you would...

I wish I was hugging you...

It's been one month and i'm still breathing

I'm still fighting those thoughts

Sfighting those fears

Still wondering where you are

And I've stopped fighting the tears

I'm still listening to the phone

Dreaming things that wont come true

And it's all because of you.

It's been one month, and I am still breathing.

Reviews

[James]

I don't know if it's the same kind of situation as yours, and I don't know if you've heard of the song Here We Are by Breaking Benjamin, this makes me think of that song
so many times I suffocated because of past "loves"
again, I feel you

[Miss Carmine]

wow. Again I feel what you mean. It seems that you fight to stay alive when you lose love. And sometimes the fight is so much harder then you thought. It seems the other doesn't care anymore. You expressed yourself wonderfully.

Sincerely,
Miss Carmine