The LoversA Poem by Saraa tale as old as time
The Lovers
BEAUTY His arousal comes in the smell of my blood. At night I dream of his teeth ripping into the blue veins of my wrist feasting wild matted fur smothering porcelain the animal unleashed. But I do not scream because it might be love I cannot tell too young to know such feelings too innocent to want. His eyes tinged with red lashless haunted on the nights when a full moon overlooks the castle turrets the silence broken by his howl. I place my hand over his heart where he can feel my trembling and think Would I love the man? The creature bullied by isolation has naught but me and my sympathy to tend to the self-inflicted wounds the bloody claw marks across -- BEAST The sharp ends of my body the claws and the teeth force me away. A kiss is a terrible thing to want. But I cannot hurt her so I hurt myself instead. For she is the gentlest flower in the rose garden the lightest breeze stirring the petals to the ground. How can a beast waste such precious beauty when he has for so long been starved of it been left with nothing but a mirror and his own reflection: distortion, ugliness. Then there are shards of glass across the floor and blood blood everywhere. I smell her blood and shudder. Will she stay forever in these ghostly rooms and lonely halls music from nowhere playing inside her head magic whispering through her dreams... One day after the snows fall I will lose control and take her and the sheets will be red and torn -- BEAUTY -- his face, jagged with loathing. The strength he shows conceals I hope gentleness and a heart that beats for me. His looming shadow is my blanket the tendrils of the firelight touch the rags he now wears the faded silver thread the only relic of his former princedom by the sea his former life his former sneer across a handsome face his former pride in being human Adam... Now only Beast. The sharp prickle of tears and the longing to envelop him in my arms like a mother the soothing words spoken to break the tension of this awkward romance entwining like our thoughts two ill-fitting bodies our minds waiting -- BEAST -- and I will pray that it will only hurt for a little while. Damn this false life where nothing is real except for her, and she is as insubstantial as the morning dew upon the lily pads evaporated into mist I cannot capture. Her voice sweet as birdsong will not rise against me in fright or in anger though she be my prisoner and I may do as I please for a man has his needs and the primal urges of a beast sting with the demand for satisfaction my own body a cruel puppet to this simple want this animal psychology. The throbbing weeks pass in slow torture as I see her from the corner of my eye perfect waiting -- BEAUTY -- for the right moment. BEAST -- for the right moment. © 2011 Sara |
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Added on April 9, 2011 Last Updated on April 9, 2011 AuthorSaraDallas, TXAboutHi! I'm just a simple college student from Texas who enjoys storytelling in all its forms. I'm quite shy, so I find writing much easier than talking since I don't have to put up with my usual stutteri.. more..Writing
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