Trust issues

Trust Issues


Trust
Trust isn't easy to get from me
Someone stole that from me not to long ago
I thought I could trust him with My thoughts
feelings
deep
Dark
Secrets hidden behind long sleeves
when he took off his mask his true form showed through
He was nothing more than a wolf
In
Sheeps
Clothing
to think I called him brother
All this time I thought he was there for me
A nice guy
good friend
You see
My mom went down stars
In the basement
Into his room
Under his bed
She found it A bag
A plastic
Bag
I had wondered were they went
wish I had never found out
He Stole them
My brother
My mom called the cops
didn't want them back anyway
on top of that he had guts to make dirty snow in that room too
What did he see when he looked at me
I think I'd rather not know
How sick
My mom said it was because of the drugs that made him take them
She said that if he ever got clean she would trust him again
that I should too
I won't
Because of him I have a hard time trusting people
Because of him I can't sleep without locking
My Bedroom door
I'm not an open book any more
I've learned
Plenty of
Lessons
From opening up to people
Who don't
Truly
Care
I'm afraid of letting someone like him in agen
Another wolf
In
Sheeps
Clothing
So I'll lock up my heart behind a mask
Not letting many see my true colors
Not till I'm sure
I'm Safe