You're all I need

You’re in my head
Through and through
You infect me poisonous mind
You’re all I need

I can't be slipping away
Cuz I never had
A firm grip on reality
And yet, I wish
Time and time again
That you were reality...

I spend my days
Filled with my greatest joys
And I spend my days
Filled with my greatest sorrows
You're my cause
You’re my love
You’re my life
You’re all I will ever need

I ask myself
On all those finally quiet nights
Why every night
Can’t be spent
Simply peaceful...

Could all of this be my fault?
Wouldn't you be far better off
Without such a wretched soul?
I'm done lying to myself
Even if you would...
I'm right here...
And I'm here to stay.

You’re in my head
Through and through
You infect me poisonous mind
You’re all I need.

I love you so and yet
I fight you so...
So much...
You beg me for entrance
And yet, I can't pull my head out
Far enough to see
You’re all I need.