On Your Knees

Those frozen tears that you left have melted; 

 

Yet the ability to let you cover my eyes has been pelted;   

Until a message of concessions and confessions;   

Arrived and left me in a daze of questions;   

Is this possible? Is this real?   

That in a few years time we'll seal the deal?

  

With the amount of thinking and pacing;    

Only knowing that time is racing;   

Suddenly realising that this is our secret;

Petrified when exposed and left to interpret;

Insults and jeers which I would have to face;

Just the warmth of your arms would demolish the trace;

But let's live the present and impede the future; 

Right now you'll remain a friend or even a suitor;

Just don't seduce my vulnerability or innocence;

Because life of today isn't a state of abundance. 

Author's Note

This is one of my most personal poems I've ever written. I don't give a crap if this is unorganised or it has a messed up structure etc. It was something I'd written in about 10 minutes. Enjoy x