Twilight RamblingsA Poem by SamSim27The racing thoughts that descend when the sun goes downI struggle
to sleep The mountains
too steep And the waters
too deep I’m just
fighting to keep My head
above water to stop me from drowning I’m
screaming so loud but I can’t make a sound and I’m fighting
so hard for a chance to be found and The ones
that can see me, can’t see that I’m fighting Is that
because I’m just hiding the fight and Concealing
the mites that are trying to bite and I’m hiding
out here just out of sight and Starting to
think that it’s all in my mind and Maybe just
maybe I’m doing just fine. Only I’m not
doing fine, if I can’t be alone All that I
do is cry when alone I get kinda
sad when left on my own I’m just so
tired, I can’t even sleep alone I lay awake
all night just tryna atone Tryna make
up for things that I cannot condone Tryna make
up for all the chances I’ve blown Tryna take
back all the stones that I’ve thrown And pull
back all the birds that have flown But they’re
flying away like some sorta drone I have to
keep fighting just to keep control Getting
through the day is my only goal Trying my
best just to keep myself whole The only
thing about me that’s whole is my soul And the
thing about my soul, is it’s so damn strong It’s the
only thing that’s kept me alive for so long It’s the
well-built life force that pulls me along And up to
this point it’s not steered me wrong I just
haven’t quite found the place I belong Maybe I have
and there’s just something I’ve missed The idea of
death I’ve played with and kissed But I guess
in the end the idea is dismissed And on with
this life I just must persist I’ll keep up
the fight and continue to exist Until I get
the life of which I have wished Coz whatever
I say I just can’t resist © 2017 SamSim27 |
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Added on March 10, 2017 Last Updated on March 10, 2017 |