Irrational Thoughts

Every guy has that one girl he doesn't want to see with someone else

Seeing his video with you was killer
My heart dropped
I sank into my chair hoping it would consume me
Hoping I could disappear
My feelings for you are so strong
Aspirations so big
Yet when I saw that, I felt so small
Anything involving him makes my blood boil
I consisted of dark red rage
Letting off steam doesn't help
I'd finish a run, the memories wouldn't go away
Not that simple
The irrational thoughts stay
I stay
Make him your unhealthy addiction
Quit.

Author's Note

Real life situations, coming straight from within
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