1A Story by Sam JayFriday
evening and I'm an independent man. I've got things to do tonight, I've got a
plan. We were simply strolling in a not-so-simple street while talking tall of talent
in the growing dark. It was nowhere and everywhere and anywhere and we wanted
fickle fame, money was more appealing than making a credible name. The breeze beckoned
an ending and no one to blame; that’s life. Endless amounts of money given for pitiful
things, tastefully taking cocaine makes them kings, gives them a brain, makes
them sane. No strings sex and sipping Champagne and everything fame brings seem
to be tempting for those small-town folk needing wings.
Sirens sound - the musician composes
lucid dreams that rouse the esoteric aims of their phony games, the mystic
flames of optimistic dames beside their benign beaus - unaware of their
sporadic foes. The accordion bellows endlessly along each daydream, languishing
delusions with urban illusions and uniting the novice’s confusions. The music
rings in the souls of the queens and kings; the violinist snaps their immortal
heartstrings. Pariahs devour narcotics whilst weaving down the boulevard of
hallucination, supping nectar in the station with a sense of elation; it
pops the bubble that lazes sluggishly the morning after the night before -
the lingering smell of regret of the metropolitan war and the dance floor
duet, getting caught in the drift net.
With a ‘good evening’ to roaming strangers they
delight in the dangers, become the avengers for the small-town folk
beginning to choke on the cigarette smoke that shrouds them with a cloak
of chronic agoraphobia. They fear living, dying, forgiving and loving, but
when the commuters commute and the artisans arrive, they cascade into sleep,
afraid of faltering as their souvenirs fade, their memories decayed, their conscience strayed. The hollow marimba resonates - Chronos mows his
scythe across the bars: a pendulum swinging from the stars. My tainted heart
rips; bound in Saturn’s circus it grips feebly to Fate’s spindle. Alas! Her
bloody thread begins to kindle " flowing fast Venetian red it unravels from her
spinning wheel: weeping into her face I appeal " I kneel to beg. Time, were it
not for your undue claim on our daily rhyme I’d not be Bloody Mary widowed at the
cross; I mourn the loss, the loss, the loss of my Eros. For you I leave " I
wait at the terminus and grieve. Across the seas I contemplate: is it not
possible to arrest Fate when the east gives birth and bestows beauty on the
earth? Dreams of flying
fear of trying, reviving the highest of highs while the dreams materialise and
life reaches the skies, they compromise, surmise, improvise. They win the
prize. All we wished for was that initial spark once we’d left to explore the
big wide world, ‘cause pretty soon on our door opportunity would come knocking,
freedom galore unlike before when all we did was ignore that we existed. © 2015 Sam Jay |
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