Insecure

When I'm in my world, I'm unsure, Why am I so insecure? Always at a loss for words, F*** me, I guess I'm a nerd.

Seems all this s**t should turn around,
Just make it go away,
Plowin my life to the ground,
Please tell me what to say.

 

When I'm in my world, I'm unsure,
Why am I so insecure?
Always at a loss for words,
F**k me, I guess I'm a nerd.

 

Trying hard just to calm down,
How long will these feelings stay?
When will it all reach solid ground?
I dont want to live this way.

 

Oh, when will I gain the will?
I lack heart and guts and skill,
Please, if you would help me chill,
Could these feelings get me killed?
 

Author's Note

A song somewhat about Selective Mutism.
http://www.selectivemutism.org

Reviews

[Spoken]

if you let them drag you down, yes. I'm no stranger to insecurity.. I could recite some recycled words of wisdom, but that would be hypocritical considering I have yet to defeat my own inner demons. This to me doesn't seem "selective".. seems like you want to get it out but cannot. My greatest struggle is with words and no matter how dark it all may seem, no matter how dim the light, still one foot carries on in front of the other. Great insight and strong emotion here.