I don't know why I'm writing this letter
Or why it even matters.
I sat down with a pen and some paper
Now I'm drawing patterns.
I'm sure telling you to your face is the right thing to do,
But looking into your eyes slowly turns my soul blue.
I was never sure what went wrong,
Why I treated you like I did.
It was never intentional to hurt you
Or run away scared, like a kid.
I can't piece your heart back together,
and I don't want to try.
With each given effort,
I did nothing but make you cry.
Losing the chance to hold you,
I put myself down.
I'm always cold,
I've died with a frown.
The blood is running,
My life line is pulsing,
My heart is beating,
Somehow my touch is just crushing.
I'm not asking for forgivness
The mistakes I made were dense.
I broke you that much more
It all makes sense.
I'm letting you know now
That I never forgot
And I'll never forget
Forever I promise to remember
Your laugh, Your smile
And the way you spoke
That made me feel so much higher.
I'll always remember you
And I'll never stop loving you
I just don't want to break you
Therefore I can't have you.