my apology

Please release me from this
pitiful and hopeless
This self destructive curse this, questionably necessary
at least to me, insignificant form of communication

Please forgive me if I have failed you
If I refuse to , or simply cannot find the -
Excuse me, words escape me, for the moment
but I’m trying with my soul to reach you 

The eyes, the mind
can say so much
can reach within, so deep inside
can rattle the intention
with a touch, as does the dream
as when we’re sleeping (in silence) 

With or without, between and around
the hearing, we’re feeling
and feeding, not upon the words
but thriving, these feeling, emotions
devotion needs not be spoken 

Please forgive me, I’m sorry
if when necessary, words escape
but I’m trying
and wondering if without a word, without speaking
you can see it in my eyes
that I’m trying to reach you 
 
No single word describes                   
nothing can be written, nothing can be spoken
describing these emotions, sensations
we feel when we are dreaming

But through it all I promise you
that through it all I promise
I’ll try.......