Rip out my heart and leave a gapping hole,
stab at my sanity and tear out my soul.
Kiss my cheek and smile big,
Whisper "I hate you" across my skin.
Haunt and torment my fragile mind,
because inside myself it’s me you’ll find.
"Sleep my love so I may capture your dreams",
the dreams encase within,
The darkest themes.
In the shadows alone I sit,
rocking, my arms locked around myself are closely knit,
vermilion tears stream down my cheeks,
and I give into the sad thoughts that my mind constantly seeks.
Dead inside,
I’m now emotionless.
I gave my last drop of blood,
so I sit motionless.
Memories are all I have now,
so I cling to sanity, the only way I no how.
Cold and alone, I hold your picture to me,
and in that moment I cease to be.