So I was thinking last night how when I get Anxiety, between my shoulder blades, feels weak and exposed. I know it must sound like a strange, heck weird, thing to think about at eleven at night, but it's the truth. Which I guess is pretty sad, so many people have these problems due to society/majority; it kind of feels selfish in way to be concerned about ones self when others have it worse.
I wish to pursue a lot of things in college even if I never use them. Which is doubtful because all of them will someday be used to my advantage and other peoples. Firstly I need swimming lessons. Secondly I need dance and drama classes; I'm thinking Shakespeare and Ballet. Thirdly and fourthly I want to become a Caregiver and take classes in Psychology. Fifth I want to learn other languages. Six travel, which I believe is key to being happy. Seventh I want to pursue music, possibly singing, violin, cello, guitar, piano, and the conga drum. And eight I want to help the mentally insane. I know it's strange, but I feel like I need too. I want to also take classes that look into the criminal mind; which somewhat fascinates me.
Anyway, that's my blog for today, have a brilliant day.