Anxiety

Things you can't control.

     Something I can't control. It controls me.

     My life is controlled by anxiety,

     Something I can't get over no matte how hard I try.

     Life because way more difficult when you have a mental problem.

     Especially more than one.

     Even though it controls my life, I try to make sure it doesn't control it.

     I fight it every moment it comes into play.

     It makes even the simplest of tasks really hard to do.

     Fight, it is all I can say I do. Fight it.

     If you give up trying to fight the thing controlling you then you have lost.

     If you lose then you have lost the battle of your sanity with your mind.

     Your sanity is everything, without it you are nothing but a mindless humanoid.

     It is always going to be difficult, but the fight should never end,

     Especially when you destroy and concur.

     Yeah, the troubles of destroying it come with a price,

     A hard price, but one worth risking it.

     Your sanity going with it, but to get it back you must lose some.

     You may rattle your brain to the point where it hurts you more, or less

     The battle will be won, once you learn how to control it.

     I will never give up my mind to such a destruction, I will only embrace it.

     Each moment I let it be I give up the fight, never give up the fight.

     It is worth fighting for.

Author's Note

Hardship of a mental disorder I have no control over. If i did, life would be much easier for me.

Reviews

[Brittney]

Exactly how I feel, since I suffer from an extreme anxiety disorder, most of the time it is controlling my life. Feeling anxious to do even normal activities or go outside. But I'm always still fighting. Trying constantly to overcome it. This poem really hit home for me, you described this mental illnesses very well. It's nice to see in writing someone feeling as I do. Well done

[Sadie Maisonet]

Thank you, I love how i can connect with other people with the same problems as me. It is a hardship, but it teaches you to be strong no matter what. If you ever need someone to talk to I am always open, okay? I love talking to people and I don't mind connecting.

[Pax]

"Your sanity is everything, without it you are nothing but a mindless humanoid."

What I liked about this piece is that:
the courage to fight and never give up...
the feeling that some hard things is worth fighting...
worth achieving...
your courage is admirable!
thanks for sharing your feelings...
I liked this piece, very expressive!

[Sadie Maisonet]

I appreciate the review, Thank you. This means a lot to me to get criticism.