Simply Made To Decay

Just expressing sorrow

I'm eternal sadness
Simply made to decay
The state my mind stays in;
Just won't go away

Feelings of inadequacy
Feelings of disgust
Broken dreams
Silent screams
It's all I should ever trust

The gentle winds slit my skin
The sunlight forever burns
I want to detach from reality
When will I ever learn

My bleeding heart races
Jagged textures soothe me
An allegiance to sorrow
Warm liquids perspire through me

I'm a w***e
It's not even funny
Begging for acceptance
Forever irrelevant

I want your smile to grace me
Subtle changes
Embraced intensity
Forever scarred
Beaten kindly
Internal struggles
Bathing blindly

I go out not with a bang
Just a whisper
As my essence flowed through me
I no longer feel prisoner

Captive of a world that never cared
I was brought into this world prepared
To absorb sadness
To know happiness will never follow

Reviews

[pinpen]

Such an emotional read.

[Delia]

aww (hug) happiness WILL follow. you're awesome theres no reason why it wont follow. and you're not a w***e. You're are a gentlman. :)