Forgiveness Part 2: Mandy

The girl that traumatized me and helped made me afraid of females.

I was just a child

A child that thought you were pretty

I wrote you a note

Nothing clever or witty

I simply said I liked you

That was hard enough to do

You came to my group

Excitedly wanting the scoop

I was honest

You and you're girls laughed

You told more friends

They joined in

You never met me

Nor knew my name

Because I'm ugly

You filled me with shame

If that wasn't enough

Your Aunt added to my pain

One of the girls ran to tell

Further dragging me through hell

When she told her what happened

She looked with disgust

She uttered, "Oh God!"

My feelings were crushed

I rarely spoke after

When it came to being attracted

I even pretended to be gay

So girls couldn't hurt me anymore

I felt ashamed of myself

for simply finding someone pretty

I hope it was worth it

You horrible piece of s**t

I forgive you

Not really

I have to move forward

I won't let you continue to take

I want to be loved one day

So I'll do whats necessary

To get what I want most

So I'll keep saying I forgive you

Till its more than just a hoax