![]() Two Steps Forward... One step backA Poem by Sad Penguin![]() My struggles to move forward with my inner demons.![]() Whispers.... The whispers call out Visions..... My demons paint it out So real, I feel My mind unstable Drifting emotions guided by wretched labels Trying to escape the darkness without luck Her tight grip is what help keeps me stuck Another time another space I'm sure I'd be in a different place Another blackened soul, fallen from grace Slit my wrist and let the hurt run dry I just want to be clean from your lies Every time I try You hurt and help me further die..... Feelings..... They weigh me heavily Sleeping.... My only real remedy So deep I sleep My mind can't think blacked out emotionless, loss of ink. When I awake I feel better Journey to a happiness once more Once your acknowledged I plummet I smash your head in Brains and skull seep Through your death, I will weep While my pain will slowly creep Only love will replace All my hate and distaste My journal to a greater place © 2011 Sad Penguin |
StatsAuthor![]() Sad PenguinLAAboutI'm a male in my twenties who is currently going through a rough patch. More than two years ago, I have been diagnosed with the following: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depression, Agoraph.. more..Writing
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