Two Steps Forward... One step back

My struggles to move forward with my inner demons.

Whispers.... 

The whispers call out

Visions.....

My demons paint it out

So real, I feel

My mind unstable

Drifting emotions guided by wretched labels

Trying to escape the darkness without luck

Her tight grip is what help keeps me stuck

Another time another space

I'm sure I'd be in a different place

Another blackened soul, fallen from grace

Slit my wrist and let the hurt run dry

I just want to be clean from your lies

Every time I try

You hurt and help me further die.....

Feelings.....

They weigh me heavily

Sleeping....

My only real remedy

So deep I sleep

My mind can't think

blacked out emotionless, loss of ink.

When I awake 

I feel better

Journey to a happiness once more

Once your acknowledged

I plummet

I smash your head in

Brains and skull seep

Through your death, I will weep

While my pain will slowly creep

Only love will replace

All my hate and distaste

My journal to a greater place