Lost Thoughts

I think about thinking

So many thoughts I have thought

So many of which I have lost

In translation or just gone with the wind

No longer in my possession

No longer available for expression

Some were nonsense

Some were treasures

Some were conscious

Some arrived under pressure

I wonder about these ones

The few that are irretrievable

What a waste when they were erased

A part of me wants them to just be displaced

One day they might come back to me

And no longer be absentee

I just hope that these lost thoughts in my mind

Are not something I'm scared to find

Maybe they had a reason for retreating

And I'm better off without them greeting

But it's useless to try recovering their track

The thoughts I thought are gone

They will probably never come back

I don't know if I should miss them, or not so much

All I know for sure is that we lost touch

Whether there was a reason for their release

To all of my lost thoughts, rest in peace