Please Keep Wanting

You want me to spill

My mental state of mind

You want me to talk

With letters I can't find

You want me to share

A vision to which I'm blind 

You want me to confess

My every single desire

You want me to describe

With phrases I can't acquire

You want me to explain

But my mind is like wildfire 

You want me to show you

The mess inside my head

You want me to communicate

But I am speechless instead

You want me to be revealing

But I forgot what my feeling said

You want me to express

My every single thought

You want me to elaborate

At times when I could not

You want me to speak

When silence is all I got

My search for words is ongoing

But you might remain unknowing

I know I'm already late

But what if I take so long

You no longer had the patience to wait 

Maybe one day the words will be showing

But when my answers finally do

They might never reach you

Because your want became wanted to