Write About You

If I had to write about you

I think of contradictions

Of endless possibilities

With relentless constrictions

Of mesmerizing mysteries

With surprising definitions

Of harsh realities

With beautiful fictions   

If I had to write about you

I wouldn't know where to begin

You're my savior and my sin

You're my loss and my win

You're the goosebumps on my skin

You're the butterflies within

You're where my mind is

And where it has been

You're my nothing yet my everything

You're my now and what I reminisce

You're what I have

But also what I miss

If I had to write about you

I wouldn't know how to commence

You're the opposite of my reason

But also my common sense

You're an invasion

But also my defense

You're what I fight for

But also what I fight against

You're my present

But I hope never my past tense 

So I wrote this about you

Still not having a clue

Where I should start

Still not able to really see

What you actually mean to me

But I do know where to end

Even if it's the truth I try to bend

What I know in my heart

The only time I am at peace

When my sorrows decrease

Is when our souls blend

And for that, you're a godsend