No One AskedA Poem by LalaEnjoying each other's company Always felt wonderfully comfortably But suddenly it was no longer enough He began giving in to his thoughts The desire to dig into the rough stuff She knew him, he didn't know her Together they were, yet so far apart He didn't know where to start So he just began without a plan With a question to get an impression Of how she became the way she is now He asked; why don't you talk to anyone? Yes I hear your voice but when you speak The conversation is done before it even begun What you say is always a conscious choice But why don't you just speak your mind? What happens if you leave all that nonsense behind? I suppose that's a part of your myth To not mention the issues you deal with I know you'd rather just not feel But ignoring emotions don't make them less real It's your created situation but it's far from ideal He felt that her presence became apprehensive Remained quiet as she was pensive Finding words so she could explain How this all played out in her brain She said well, if you don't ask I don't tell I've been fine living in my shell I've been good doing things alone Sitting on the throne of my own kingdom One comprised of my personal wisdom I know this can be destructive But sharing has always been unproductive Wrong replies, uninterested eyes Is the root of my disguise and deep sighs I might try if you are inquisitive But I gave up on taking initiative So why don't I talk you wonder? I became silent because no one asked Nobody wanted to get into my head Instead I just waited until time passed Because I knew my pain wouldn't last And that's the world I created for myself I chose to live with such a system But I guess you don't understand this position He said listen, I respect your decision Who am I to judge that vision I just wish I had your permission To step on your land for an expedition To hold your hand and go on a mission To find the definition of your conflicts It might hit you like a ton of bricks And to this there's no quick fix But just let your worries escape your lips Don't hold back or create a diversion Give me the raw and uncut version So I can love you as a perfectly imperfect person Both said nothing and silence prevailed Only inhaled and exhaled breaths they took A quiet discussion with no interruption Using body language instead of the alphabet And when their their eyes met They could forget the world around Neither had to make a sound All that mattered was that one look It was a silent song only souls can sing Provided peace only this kind of nothingness can bring It was simply the kind of nothing that meant everything
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Added on November 3, 2017 Last Updated on November 5, 2017 Author |