Rooms and Sun Rays

I am laying in my bed, staring at the wall

And I am watching the sun rays slowly fall
Through the window they silently touch the floor

And move forward until they reach my door

I was watching them and hours passed

Because I was mesmerized by the contrast
There is darkness around the light

And where it shines it illuminates the sight
So as the light continued to shift during the day

I realized that with time I will see things in a different way

Because as the sun moved bit by bit
My room changed with it

Emphasizing different places every time it moved

And wherever it went, the vision improved 

My mind then started to wander

Lost in thought as I began to ponder 

As the sun continues to consume

I think about my life being this room

What if the sun has not yet shined in the right place

Causing life to only revolve around the problems I face

Making me think I'm not doing anything right

But maybe that's only due to the lack of light

Maybe although at the moment I might feel lost

And the right path has yet to be crossed

I have to remember that one day the sun will arrive

And I will feel truly alive
My visions and perceptions will be brighter
And my entire life will become lighter