coma risen

I hate
Feeling like this
If you only knew
All the things I missed
About waking up next to you

Its all these things I'm missing
That has my coma risen
Because without you
My life is seemingly unconscience
Remembering the days
That it was easy to be thoughtless
Without ever a care in the world
Because I was next to you

But today
Its realizing the things I can do-
With all the hints you have given
That has my coma risen

Just the simple thought
Of having you back
Let's me for one moment
Try to relax

As I pray once again today
Never again to fall asleep on you this way
Because for now
My coma has risen