my sweet love

My Dear 

I know you'll never read this.

At least I hope not.

Because I truly don't want you to know 

how much I'm struggling right now.

I truly hope you're doing good with your training.

But Sweet Love of mine, I miss you so so much.

I've cried all my tears now.

The sadness and the loneliness

it comes in waves.

in moments 

exactly like this.