The trap

It's about the feeling of guilt the poet is undergoing because of the betrayal he did once. And present has brought him back to the same situation as his victim once.

Suddenly, that phase has arrived...
The past is flaunting itself...
Right in my front...
I am trying to escape..
And to hide...
Running across and around these enclosed walls...
But I am trapped and there remains no way out...

The time is rewinding itself back...
As I just can watch and wait...
Assaults of heart aches, getting showered on me...
And countless more swords of self-blame still are arriving...

It arrived and it's right in my front...
Killing me from all possible sides...
Crushing down my heart inside..
I am getting destroyed...
And paralysed..
Trying to cover myself from its adversity....
But it's penetrating through my senses and getting inside...

It's this nightmare...
It kept haunting me for life..
And today it's right in my front...
And I am left with no escape out...
So I am prepared to close my eyes
And to embrace it with my wide open arms...