Disease

I was trying so hard for so long...
Trying to get along....
A wonderful image and a beautiful life...
That was all I thought....
Will adorn me forever....

I was unaware ...
Of the fact so harsh...
I never thought I will...
Be caught by your dreadful paws....
You made an entry...
As silently as it could be...
And left my world...
Shattered in all possible ways,
None could have ever imagined to be...

You the sweet poison....
Ruined up all my dreams...
You the silent killer...
Transformed my beauty...
To the ugliest of the painful thorns...

You destroyed me silently...
Without making a single tick...
You ate me up entirely...
And left every trace to make me weak...

But I still continue to preserve ...
That inevitable belief in me...
It keeps lingering in my soul..
And stays strong within me...

No matter how strong you are..
No matter how hard you try...
I still believe I am beautiful...
I still trust that inner beauty in me....