my drug

for the competition "hugs not drugs"

someone once told me

that i was addicted to you

not just one thing

or another

but the whole person

captivated

encarserated my soul

with every fiber i had

you seduced me deeper into your

sultry will

with every taste

going deeper with time

with every moment

my lips parted

about to tell you

how i wanted to stop

to be freed from this jail

but you and your pills

the way you would take me aside

and force me to your will

put me in a daze

a very meticulous haze

for every time i said no

nto again

i screamed

but once again

i was trapped in your seams

unable to dream

unable to imagine what i had gotten myself in

i wish i had stopped while i was ahaead

but i didn't

and now i can't

i'm stuck in this morbid rreality

with you in comand

all because you are my drug

a pill

laid in my heart with your hands

but now all i can do

is sit here and watch

as my world as i know it

seeps into the caracks of my imortality

while i sit here

screaming insanity

my drug

my confessions

all unable to redeam for my sin

for giving it all into you

my soul

my imagination

my trust

and free will. all i can do is

eventually give you up

leave you in this limbo of insanity

and misconception

contempt with my past sain

not willing to relive this hell again

but eventually

i'll be free of your addiction

 

your love

 

your seduction.

 

again

 

Author's Note

mwahahahaha

Reviews

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wow. THis is really good and I like that you wrote it specially for my contest. That gets you extra cookie points!

[robin]

Ladies and gentlemen a female Ozzy! Holy cow is that some good Sh@#! This is ultra cool! You've really got a catchy quip here!

[emmajoy]

Oh my... love really can be an addiction, can't it. Beautifully constructed, almost sad words, but, understandable. Don't think you want to be free of the addiction however, so, maybe your next poem might be about the joy of loving someone.. Thank you so much for sharing.