thoughts of you

 these thoughts of you

so little time

so little things

known to us

but at  the same time

i think of you

every minuet

of every day

the way you smile

the way you dress

the way you walk

the way you caress my side at night

how could i ever forget how you look at me

how you talk to me

how could i ever not know

how much you love me?

to be insane would be the only key

but for me

your my everything it seems

but at the same time

i may be yours

so many things

changing at the drop of a dime

so many things

a trickle in time

moving into another world

changing places

changing towards better things

for me

for you

me on my own it seems

forever in my own demise

but for you

there is no compromise

you have the things set out for you

what to say

what to do

me i am who i am today

not tomorrow

not to stay

but for now

i am looking to see who i will be when i turn 18

who will i meet

what will i gain?

i just hope that you can be there with me

to help me on my way

but when you vanish into thin air

all i can say

 

is that for now these thoughts of you

give me joy and comfort

and knowing that you will not be here forever

seems to give be a sense of knowing

that you'll be back some day

for me

is ever growing

but for now

today

I'm yours

and your mine

living for today

is just fine

 

Author's Note

not one of my best. but i felt the need to not only write something...
but soe how express how i am feeling at the moment, even if not put into relevant sequential terms, my brain in in the same mush at the moment...

be mean?

Reviews

[Kerii]

meghan. well, technically i'm talking to samantha, but as my sister, you're meghan. this is really good. u should continue writing things like this because it really shows ur emotions. it will help you break things out of you, so that you can continue without hardships blocking you.

[larryb]

I thought it was a good read , sure were not professionals but you write from the heart and your writings make sense so kudos to you young writer