don't forget me

don't forget me
don't forget when we met
don't forget me in the faces of the beautiful
don't forget my face in the condemmed
don't loose sight of my eyes in the tears
don't forget the screaming of when i left, dragged by my hair in tears
in shattered personage
in tatters was my soul when i left you
satin had hold of me
i never thought it was him, when all i knew was what i thought
was you not wanting me
destroying me
when i thought of you
tears came to my eyes
because of the trauma that was there in my memories.
don't forget me when i say goodbye
i'll be back
we just need a break
you want me to be with you all the time
your suffocating me with your rules
your reasoning
your guilt tripping me for doing things i thought were fun
saying i'll never go anywhere
accusing me of things utterly unfair
goodbye
but don't forget i'll be back
the next time i break into a thousand pieces
i'll be back
because i love you
i think i do
i'm not quite sure
but God, don't forget me

Author's Note

yes, this is religious. i'm at a point in life where my relationship with god is not strong, and that my life is just bubbling for resurection of what i should be doing.

Reviews

[Valentine]

With God...all things ar epossible! Fact not fiction..don't let yourself be deceived by the deceiver..he is a master of hurt and pain...Praying for you..God bless...Valentine

[Carrie Montgomery]

God never forgets His children! We must walk alone at times and those are times of growth and "soul searching"- something we all must do in order to live as God wants us to. Obviously your realtionship with God is stronger than you think...you're writing poetry to Him after all! ;)
Keep your head up, what is meant to be, will be!
"don't forget me in the faces of the beautiful
don't forget my face in the condemmed
don't loose sight of my eyes in the tears " such a heartfelt plea
"because i love you
i think i do
i'm not quite sure
but God, don't forget me"
I, too, am often unsure of how I feel about God.