B***h

im just complaining in this so please no harsh comments if you disagree or whatever.

Today i have learned that there are people who care and then there are those who are just nosy and want to know. This whole 4 years that ive been friends with sara, ive helped her through suicide, ive helped her with guys and SOOOO much more. I even f*****g help her clean up her house. She doesnt believe me when i tell her that she's beautiful (even though i am her gf). she says tht she wont believe it until it comes from a man and i was just like "you're seriously going toput yourself down for a man?" and she never answered me back. one night when we were getting back from dinner with her mom we were in the backseat and she started flicking her wrist with a rubberband and it was turning all read so i said "hey knock that off, i know why you're doin that." becuase i knew that she was depressed and needed something to do so i was going to prupose her mother drop us off down the road so we could take a walk down to my house but she was like "NO! You have no idea why the f**k im doing this missy, you dont know me!" and i just said f**k you. i care about this girl so f*****g much she doesnt even get it, all of the things i help her do or i do with her, take her somewhere or give her something, it f*****g comes from my heart and she's doing it out of greed. she doesnt get that someone actually cares about her because apperantly she needs a man to define her. She even told me to "Stay away from my boy, because i know how you are." telling me im a s**t. well f**k her, becuase im done with her hurting me. i told her 2 months ago that i want her and martin to come with me to get my tattoo done saturday and she finally answered me with a "oh well idk if i can go because jon is coming over and i want to hang with him" and i said "really? are you f*****g serious?" and she just said "well i dont get to see him that much." and that was it. i did not say another f*****g word because she knew exactly how important that day is going to be for me. f**k you b***h im done.

Author's Note

i dont care.